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I cant even sit in my own god damn living room.
I need to talk to her. I need to speak to her on the phone and get all of this off my chest.
Its what I did last night to Will. I asked to speak with her, he hung up, and I let it all out. Everything. Every feeling, every fear. Not every way to say it. That would have been too cruel. But everything I've got, I gave it all. He listened, and I'm thankful for that. It really does mean a lot to me. Despite that, I still need to talk to her. He says that its just sex now. Its just physical. He has no emotional connection with me. He says he knows its unfair and he's sorry.
I've just been told that the best way to fall out of love with someone is to fall in love with someone else. I'll always love him, but I cant wait for my next love. Love doesnt happen just once. Never.
I need to talk to her. I need to speak to her on the phone and get all of this off my chest.
Its what I did last night to Will. I asked to speak with her, he hung up, and I let it all out. Everything. Every feeling, every fear. Not every way to say it. That would have been too cruel. But everything I've got, I gave it all. He listened, and I'm thankful for that. It really does mean a lot to me. Despite that, I still need to talk to her. He says that its just sex now. Its just physical. He has no emotional connection with me. He says he knows its unfair and he's sorry.
I've just been told that the best way to fall out of love with someone is to fall in love with someone else. I'll always love him, but I cant wait for my next love. Love doesnt happen just once. Never.
