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I feel a bit like crap. and I'm not sure why.
Lie.
I know why. I feel like crap because I've been abandoned and because I have to leave. I feel as though I'll never mean something to someone again. Sure, I'll have friends. I just dont think I'm relationship material. Theres a reason why they all dumped me, not the other way around. There is a reason why I'm the one left behind and why I have to go. Theres a reason why I have to leave everything behind.