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“You know what it’s all about, Nick?”
“What what’s all about?”
“It, Nick. What it’s all about.”
“No.”
“The Beatles.”
“What about The Beatles?”
“They nailed it.”
“Nailed what?”
“Everything.”
“What do you mean?”
Dev takes his arm and puts it right against mine, skin to skin, sweat on sweat, touch on touch. Then he glides his hand into mine and intertwines our fingers.
“This,” he says. “This is why The Beatles got it.”
“I’m afraid I’m not following…”
“Other bands, it’s about sex. Or pain. Or some fantasy. But The Beatles, they knew what they were doing. You know the reason The Beatles made it so big?”
“What?”
“‘I Wanna Hold Your Hand.’ First single. Fucking brilliant. Perhaps the most fucking brilliant song ever written. Because they nailed it. That’s what everyone wants. Not 24-7 hot wet sex. Not a marriage that lasts a hundred years. Not a Porsche or a blow job or a million-dollar crib. No. They wanna hold your hand. They have such a feeling that they can’t hide. Every single successful love song of the past fifty years can be traced back to ‘I Wanna Hold Your Hand.’ And every single successful love story has those unbearable and unbearably exciting moments of hand-holding. Trust me. I’ve thought a lot about this.”
“‘I Wanna Hold Your Hand,’” I repeat.


Just as a general side note, I loathe the Beatles, unless its Across the Universe type Beatles. And before anyone rips me for that statement (-coughfoxcough-) Its because someone who I do not like introduced me to them, and now Beatles gives me memories of a very long ago summer where I had a best friend.

That said, I think this quote nails it. Its from Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist, the book, maybe the movie, dunno, havent seen yet.

[here it is] :: AGAIN :: [and it stings like the] :: FIRST TIME ::

Something that hardcore frustrates me is when I pay way too much attention to peoples journals. I watch someones journal, and then I watch the post count on their user page, and if the post count goes up but the entries dont, I know there are locked entries. And yeah, I'm just as bad as Mohinder for wanting to know peoples secrets, Im just ten times less transparent about it. I mean, if they had a post count like mine, which I'm pretty sure is close to 150 at that point, people wouldnt notice that I'm locking posts. But if you're at, oh, ten, then its really obvious. Or maybe I just pay too much attention.

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Security Man Mike told me to kick stalker boy on the throat. xDDDD

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This is my Flist Playlist. I am going to go through all my LJ friends and pick a song that makes me think of them. I'll then say what I think about them. =3

119thpage Dota - Basshunter
I love you, Frankie. You and all your weird. And even though you will probably not read this, every time I hear Dota, I think of you and all your energy, even your laid back energy. Also, smoke less weed. xDD We had a pretty good thing going for a while, and in my misery and a bit in yours, I let it slide, and I think I may be trying to fix that, because I really do want to be your friend again/still. Even with the sbustance use, I think you're pretty cool. =3

algorithmkey When all is said and done - Trapt
"And stop trying to control everything, and fuck what they say, what do you have to prove?"
Its funny because you would totally not like this song. But I dunno. It just makes me think of you. This is a double edged sword, because I think you need to learn to let go. Let go of all of it, your fears and your stresses and your inhibitions. I think you see yourself as a reflection of what other people see in you and what they make of you, and I wish I could show you that you dont need to worry about what other people think. You just need to live your own life, even if it squares up with what people expect of you. Fuck what they think. But with that said, I dont want you to change too much. You're pretty rad. =3

ama_bear Too Bad - Nickleback
 "You call the house from time to time, to make sure we're alive."
I kind of feel like you said your goodbyes to me in December, and that fills me with a lot of sadness. I'll always love you, you're my sister, how could I not. I hope that one day we can move past what's been happening. It feels a lot like you have your dad and his family and you dont need me or mom anymore. I really hope that we can grow close again one day. I'd like to talk beyond you text messaging to make sure I'm alive.

asisink Cities of Night - Blaqk Audio
"We'll shine this time, we'll make headlines."
Clearly it was going to be a Davey Havok song. You have been a wonderful friend at some times, and a less than wonderful friend at others, but I've stuck with you because at the end of the day, you're still one of my best friends. You've done pretty well with putting up with my break-up drama, and you've been here for my recovery, and I'm glad of that. And I want you to know that yeah, sometimes life looks bleak, and Saturn could totally be a good idea, but I think we'll make. And we will show all of them. Everyone who looked at us and thought we weren't good enough, looked at us and saw rejects, looked at us and made fun. For every single person who told us we wouldnt make it, fuck them, because we'll make the god damn world. Promise.

cellshader Stakeout - Freezepop
"I know you work across the street in the indie record store, I'm thinking someday that we'll meet, I'm thinking we'll do something more, I hide behind my magaize then I see you walk on by, I'm not ready to be seen, I'll just sit right here and spy."
This song definitely reminds me of you. It speaks of late night Closet sessions where you coach me on flirting with coffee boy. You're a pretty good friend, even though we only ever seem to talk at ten PM. I've not had a friend to banter about flirting with in some time, and you fill me with girlish glee. =3

fluffay_chan Ding Dong Song - Gunther
"Oh, you touch my tra la la."
I dont know when I stopped talking to you, and I really wish it didnt happen. You were a good friend for years. We RPed a lot, and you was so indulgent of my FFVII obsession. You still remain my wife. =D The most uncomfortable thing I find that can happen to a friendship is for it to just drift apart, and it was just that we weaned off talking to eachother. I really regret that, but I am glad fr the time we had. You still make me smile. I still have the drawing you did of me making fun of Luke. It makes me smile.

frozenfoxfire Happy Birthday - The Birthday Massacre
"I think my friend said 'stick in the back of her head,' I think my friend said 'two of them are sisters,' I'm a murder tramp, birthday boy, I think I said."
I'm not sure why, but this song makes me think of you. Which is funny, because its about a couple going to a birthday and killing people. xD AAAAANYWAYS. You have very quickly climbed up the ranks of my friends, and even though your emo and depressingness makes me sad and I think you have a questionable appreciation of certain kinks, I'm not here to judge, and these are all aspects of what make you, you. And ILU with my face, bitch, so get over it. xD

invicta Who are you - The Who
"Who are you."
I dont know who you are! How did you get on this list!

invisiblepeter To die For - The Birthday Massacre
"Tighten your tie, boy, you're something to die for."
I dont get to talk to you a lot, and its mostly because I dont really know what to say. That and I will probably squee because I find you adorable. I'm sad that you seem to go through a lot, and I wish I could say something to help. I hope that you know that I'm a willing ear should you ever need it, and I'd like to get to know you through you, and not just your brothers. =3 Im not sure why this song makes me think of you, but it does. Even though you probably wouldnt like it if you listened to it. -laughs-

lavenderalana The device has ben modified - Victims of Science
"Please proceed into android hell"
Yeah. =3 Anyways, I imagine it seemed like you were a second hand friend, mostly because I was friends with your sister, but really, I thought you were pretty cool for a young buck. =3 You were my friend too, and when I had my falling out with your sister, I felt like I lost an entire family. You were a very good friend and almost my adopted little sister, and Mark and Mom2 were my second parents, and I miss you all terribly. Im thankful for the lull in our speaking to eachother, mostly because I was terribly distraught for a good long time, and now I've gotten over that I lot. I hope I get to at least be internet friends with you again. You are some kind of wacky! =D

lightning_hound Brasilia - Culprit 1
This song is actually an instrumental song, but it is one of my favourites. Like this song, you envoke a lot of emotions in me. It's constantly a kaleidoscope of feelings. When I talk to you, I feel hope. I see you and your strength and I feel that one day I may be able to be strong as well. You have quickly become very important to me, and you've changed the way I look at myself. I am less alone now. I dont have near the amount of words I'd like to express my gratitude.

moorishflower  Teenagers - My Chemical Romance
"The boys and girls in the clique, they offer names at the stick, you're never gunna fit in much, kid."
If we went to highschool together, I would have coerced you into skipping and playing blackjack in the caf. You remind me fiercely of the people I hung out with in highschool, and had you been there, we woulda been BFFs, no contest. I'm glad I came into the fandom when I did. I nearly missed you.

sabyorange Thank god that I'm pretty - Emilie Autumn
"I know my destiny's such that I must stocking and curl, so everybody thinks that I'm a fucking Suicide Girl."
I was born ten years too late to be friends with you. I think you're super cool, and I wish I was old enough to have gone to school with you. Or you were young enough to go to school with me. I woulda kicked in the faces of everyone who was ever mean to you. You're a very special, once in a lifetime girl, and I hope you know that.

seerca With a little help from my friends - Joe Anderson, Jim Sturgess & Dorm Buddies
"What would you do if I sang out a tune? Would you stand up and walk out on me? Lend me your ear and I'll sing you a song, and I'll try not to sing outta key."
It couldn't not be a Beatles song. (ATUATU!!) You're super fun, and I kind of wish we were better friends when we were geographically conventient to eachothers. =3 Summer nights at the party barn will forever resound with me. I think I'm the only one who remembers your dance in my tophat and bow tie. =D

somefinemess  I Kissed a Girl - Katy Perry
"I kissed a girl and I liked it."
I dont remember you well, but I know that when I was going through my breakup, you gave consoling words to a complete stranger. Thank you.

speccygeekgrrl Less than three - Becky
"Less than three, ohh emm gee, love computer fantasy."
I DONT KNOW WHY I PICKED THIS SONG OMG. xD I have no idea. You remind me of a high energy dance part on my computer screen. Im glad I came into the fandom when I did, and that I met you, and I hope that we become better friends as the show continues. (and hopefully when it -sniffle- ends.) I didnt have any songs about baking. =3

sunrise_flyer Its my turn to fly - The Urge
"Its my time to fly, I'm proving ground tonight, trying to be the best I can."
The stars pretty much aligned when I met you. And doing so has had a fairly radical effect on my life as of late. You're one of my best friends, and I feel that if I have a problem, I can come to you for advice. I'm very glad that you and your brothers have accepted me as is, even not being the same as you.

suprdialect Dear Blank - Hedley
"Dear blank, I'm sorry I blanked your blank."
You're another one who I dont know, but you consoled me when I was distraught, and for that, I thank you.

sylarsexual S-E-X - Nickleback
"S is for the simple need, e is for the ecstacy, x is just to mark the spot, 'cause thats the one you really want."
I do not know you personally, but your LJ is sexy like whoah. So many pictures!

themollyedge Next go Round - Nickelback
"Close the windows, lock the door, unplug the phone, for all intents and purposes, there aint nobody home."
Again, I dont really know you personally, but your fics pretty much make my life. When I read them, I listen to a playlist I've created called "Songs for the Sexually Frustrated." Can't spell Frustration without Fun!

tiptoe39 Stronger than you think I am - Rachel Ferguson
"Its a great big world, and I'm a single girl."
I really like discussing love with you, and I really like that every time I feel down you swoop in and tweet at me until I start to feel better. Very few friends consistantly do that for me, and I love you for it. You're one of the people I'm very glad I met, and I'm glad I got into this fandom when I did, because I would have missed you otherwise. <3

xemeraldcityx Defying Gravity - Wicked
"Tell them that I am defying gravity."
I spoke to you once, but we had a good conversation about the Wicked Witch and what a woman she was. Thank you for being kind. (and for agreeing with me! =D)

 

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So in a complete juxtapose to my last meaningful entry, I'm going to talk about something that nobody cares about.

( Cut for things you dont care about. )