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Another long pause before a post!
Okay, so I have recently gained employment. I now work at McDicks. Rock.
I ran into my best friend from Kindergarten, Danise Stweard.
School starts next week. I cant wait.
I enjoy Kingston so much. Even my bad days are phenominally better than my good days in Brockville.
I have to keep going back. This past time, I nearly cried. First time since I moved here. Its h ard, knowing he doesnt want to talk to me.
I have yet to turn 18, and therefore, I cannot make my own Jumbo or Blockbuster account. So I need to Use Kayla's and Moms respectively. And if there is a Movie Gallery, I use Dads.
I'm happy that Amanda talked to Stan. I know that its hard. Trust me, I know. But after you take a minute to take in things, any doubt nonwithstanding, you can tell he's done some major work. And it feels like someone was holding onto one of your lungs or something, and they've just let go a little, and there is relief. I'm finding out things slowly. About what happened. As mom waves over me, I'll never know everything that happened. No one will tell me, no one will remember, and it really doesnt matter.
More and more is coming to light about mom. She's slowly changing from the lesser of two evils. Honestly, I love her, always will, she's my mom. Sometimes I am sad for her. but other than that, she needs to stop being a victim and move on. She makes it so that she is victimized by everyone. Ever since I was old enough to do something to hurt her, its been "Do you want to see me alone?" and other such sentiments. She treats Amanda and I like we're the source of all her pain and hurt. She shoved us out the door as soon as we'd go, but she keeps Will on and they have some little makeshift life. She makes him lunch and cleans his room type deal. Well isnt that cute. She gets the son she probably always wanted, with no strings attatched. Except my emotional duress, but thats okay. I'm in Kingston now.
I got a bird the other day. He is 15, he's a cockatiel, and his previous owner thought he was a girl. So his name was Chloe. So I renamed him. His name is Backup. He sings the Adams family theme and wolfwhistles and makes kissing sounds.
I have yet to get my new Cell, sadness, but I might be able to float some cash on this one, so text away! 6133401212
Okay, so I have recently gained employment. I now work at McDicks. Rock.
I ran into my best friend from Kindergarten, Danise Stweard.
School starts next week. I cant wait.
I enjoy Kingston so much. Even my bad days are phenominally better than my good days in Brockville.
I have to keep going back. This past time, I nearly cried. First time since I moved here. Its h ard, knowing he doesnt want to talk to me.
I have yet to turn 18, and therefore, I cannot make my own Jumbo or Blockbuster account. So I need to Use Kayla's and Moms respectively. And if there is a Movie Gallery, I use Dads.
I'm happy that Amanda talked to Stan. I know that its hard. Trust me, I know. But after you take a minute to take in things, any doubt nonwithstanding, you can tell he's done some major work. And it feels like someone was holding onto one of your lungs or something, and they've just let go a little, and there is relief. I'm finding out things slowly. About what happened. As mom waves over me, I'll never know everything that happened. No one will tell me, no one will remember, and it really doesnt matter.
More and more is coming to light about mom. She's slowly changing from the lesser of two evils. Honestly, I love her, always will, she's my mom. Sometimes I am sad for her. but other than that, she needs to stop being a victim and move on. She makes it so that she is victimized by everyone. Ever since I was old enough to do something to hurt her, its been "Do you want to see me alone?" and other such sentiments. She treats Amanda and I like we're the source of all her pain and hurt. She shoved us out the door as soon as we'd go, but she keeps Will on and they have some little makeshift life. She makes him lunch and cleans his room type deal. Well isnt that cute. She gets the son she probably always wanted, with no strings attatched. Except my emotional duress, but thats okay. I'm in Kingston now.
I got a bird the other day. He is 15, he's a cockatiel, and his previous owner thought he was a girl. So his name was Chloe. So I renamed him. His name is Backup. He sings the Adams family theme and wolfwhistles and makes kissing sounds.
I have yet to get my new Cell, sadness, but I might be able to float some cash on this one, so text away! 6133401212