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Its the unfriendly side of midnight and god, I wish I could sleep. I dont know what it is, but my brain just refuses to shut the fuck up. I can not tell you how tempting it is to down this entire god damn bottle of wine and pray pray pray that my thoughts will be so disjointed and humorous that I can finally just rest. My body hurts from near constant movement.
The Epiphysis is the end of the long bone the Diaphysis is the shaft the Periosteum is the coating of the bone articular cartilage connects bones together the axial skeleton is the main axis the head the neck the spine the ribs the bones in the ear the appendecular skeleton is the appendages arms legs toes fingers i want to write a novel ill call it of roadtrips and runaways every chapter will be a vignette based on song lyrics copy right infringement yes no i should check the laws on that jesus i really like her what did i do wrong why didnt kayla put on the friendship necklace why do i fail so badly i want to drop out i want to run away i want to go to another country i want to sleep sleep sleep sleep she needs to drop out i cant stand her she had better find my god damn file jesus the lady at the store was such a cunt why was she such a cunt i did nothing to her i dont understand why people need to be so god damn aweful to strangers im pretty aweful to strangers im pretty aweful to people i know i like bieng aweful isnt that horrible sometimes i just want to cause pain all i ever feel is pain these days stop asking me if i had a bad day unless i told you that i had a good day then yes i had a bad fucking day i cant believe that councillor thought i was going to kill myself what a silly thing to think do i really strike him as a girl who will kill herself jesus im typing pretty well this is kind of thrilling but its all stream of conciousness why cant i sleep i just want to sleep i just want to drink all of this wine and never have to think again it tastes okay but i dont really like alchohol all that much i guess thats a good thing im pretty straight edge not entirely but pretty much so
Whoah. I think I got some of it out of my system. I just want to ctrl alt delete and never ever be again. I dunno. Sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleepsleepsleep maybe if I read.
No. That'll wake me up. Maybe if I go for a walk, wait no. Then I'll get raped or something. God, Im so paranoid. I know. I'll go have a slice of pie.
The Epiphysis is the end of the long bone the Diaphysis is the shaft the Periosteum is the coating of the bone articular cartilage connects bones together the axial skeleton is the main axis the head the neck the spine the ribs the bones in the ear the appendecular skeleton is the appendages arms legs toes fingers i want to write a novel ill call it of roadtrips and runaways every chapter will be a vignette based on song lyrics copy right infringement yes no i should check the laws on that jesus i really like her what did i do wrong why didnt kayla put on the friendship necklace why do i fail so badly i want to drop out i want to run away i want to go to another country i want to sleep sleep sleep sleep she needs to drop out i cant stand her she had better find my god damn file jesus the lady at the store was such a cunt why was she such a cunt i did nothing to her i dont understand why people need to be so god damn aweful to strangers im pretty aweful to strangers im pretty aweful to people i know i like bieng aweful isnt that horrible sometimes i just want to cause pain all i ever feel is pain these days stop asking me if i had a bad day unless i told you that i had a good day then yes i had a bad fucking day i cant believe that councillor thought i was going to kill myself what a silly thing to think do i really strike him as a girl who will kill herself jesus im typing pretty well this is kind of thrilling but its all stream of conciousness why cant i sleep i just want to sleep i just want to drink all of this wine and never have to think again it tastes okay but i dont really like alchohol all that much i guess thats a good thing im pretty straight edge not entirely but pretty much so
Whoah. I think I got some of it out of my system. I just want to ctrl alt delete and never ever be again. I dunno. Sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleepsleepsleep maybe if I read.
No. That'll wake me up. Maybe if I go for a walk, wait no. Then I'll get raped or something. God, Im so paranoid. I know. I'll go have a slice of pie.