[there is more to] :: LIFE :: [than being] :: ALIVE ::

So, I imagine its kind of a ncie break from things to get pictures of like, puppies and polar bears hugging things and shit, but its back to our regularly scheduled Max's life.

OKSO.

This is vague on purpose. I've recently been privvy to a ~*~Great Revelation~*~ that was so obviously staring me in the face that I barked like a fucking seal in laughter when I was told. It isnt a funny revelation, its just an obvious one and why the fuck am I so blind?

I think Mohinder is mad at me. He probably isnt and its just my insecurities, but srsly. We were talking, and then I was going to say something, but then I didnt, and then I switched tracks entirely to tell him not to feel bad about ~*~The Incident~*~ and suddenly his entire aura just went from mellowmellowmellowslightannoyanceGRAWRMOHINDERSMASHRAGE. And my brain music went from some jazzy R&B (Think Aisha Duo) to WHOAHFEEDBACK. I literally cried from how much the change hurt my head. And he was all "No, no. I'm fine." Sob.

Uhm, my family is still a bunch of douchers. Mom is pretty cool, but Im pretty sure she thinks I'm crazy. Oh, and term has been over THREE DAYS and I'm already getting the "when are you going to find a job?" Thing. Stfu, mom. You didnt nag me when I lived with you, dont nag me now that I'm out on my own and already have a job.

I've discovered that I am secretly fuckmazing at Sudoku. Who knew.

Tonight is the finale of Heroes, and I'll be honest. I'm pretty chill about it. I mean, mom is all "OMG THEY'RE GUNNA KILL NATHAN." And I'm all "Settle. When has a season not ended with us under the impression that Nathan was dead?" That asides, I stuck with the charmed fandom for the entire 8 year run, plus I was a hardcore fan two years after, and now I'm just an oldfag with a new fandom. I am no stranger to being dicked around. Piper died EIGHT FUCKING TIMES, yo, I'm not too distressed. I mean, c'mon.

Anime North is at the end of May, and Im nowhere on my costume. I dont even hacve entrance fee. I need to get on that one. Anyways, yeah. Im thinking Tifa from FFVII, oldskool costume, because its simple, and I have big tits. Its pretty legit.

I'm thinking of starting my fic writing up again. And I've been given an interesting idea for a book, one that I might actually be interested in seeing through to the end. I need to investigate further.

I've recently been getting into Anberlin a bit, which is a bit of a double edged sword. Yeah, they arent bad, not wonderful, but certainly not bad. However, their a christian band, and I am very uncomfortable with too much Religious imagery in my music. Beyond that, Kayla the ex-preggers cunt likes them, and that is the same thing with the Beatles thing. Yeah, I shouldnt associate certain bands with certain people, but I do. I still think of Swordboy when I listen to Three Days Grace, and doesnt that piss me off.

I've got 115 dollars left on last months rent, 375 on next months. So, 490 is what I need. I've got 80 in my purse, 40 in the bank, Im getting paid tomorrow from CPP, and I'm getting paid from work today, but I need to pick that cheque up. Hrm. I'll figure it out.