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My worry has been allieviated a bit. I feel a bit better even though technically I shouldnt.
Things are starting to look up a bit, and I can only hope that they keep looking up. Im not sure how much more crisis I can take before I have to step off for a few days to reorient myself.
I'd gotten so used to being a lone dot that I forgot what it was like to have friends, and beyond that, I forgot what it was like to try to help people. Its very draining, but kind of fulfilling. It makes me feel like I'm making a difference, and the trick here is not falling into the same pitholes that I've managed to get myself into every time I start to get better. This isnt going to be a repeat preformance of any of them.
I need to remember to keep an eye on myself and make sure not to neglect me as I've done every time.
Things are starting to look up a bit, and I can only hope that they keep looking up. Im not sure how much more crisis I can take before I have to step off for a few days to reorient myself.
I'd gotten so used to being a lone dot that I forgot what it was like to have friends, and beyond that, I forgot what it was like to try to help people. Its very draining, but kind of fulfilling. It makes me feel like I'm making a difference, and the trick here is not falling into the same pitholes that I've managed to get myself into every time I start to get better. This isnt going to be a repeat preformance of any of them.
I need to remember to keep an eye on myself and make sure not to neglect me as I've done every time.