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[maxasaurusrex]

I am freaking out horribly.

I got my pay, a week late, and it isnt enough. I dont have enough to cover this months rent, and what I owe on last months. I would have been able to pay it if my landlord had come the night he said he would, but as it is, life intervened, and I needed the money for something else. But what the fuck do I do? I give him every god damn cent I have, and then I've got no money for groceries, so I go to the foodbank, which gives you 3-5 days of non perishable food. Which will help me for a week and a half if I'm very sparing and careful.

Im getting physically ill from how much I am panicking and how much I havent eaten. One of my housemates movved away, took all of my utensils, as well as some of my food. So I had to go out and buy some more utensils with money I dont have, and every dollar I spend gets me further and further away from affordability.

I need to stop panicking, but I just cant.

Im going to o resume dropping tomorrow, if I can find any of the damn things, and I'm going to pawn a bunch of my movies. I really hope that can cover it.

Comments

[firesanctuary.livejournal.com]

You're in our thoughts.

I don't know how you feel about something like selling plasma, but it's the best suggestion I have for you, other than selling things.

Best of luck.

[citiesfalling.livejournal.com]

I've got a strict "My blood is my own" policy. And I'm up in Canadaland, so it doesn't quite work like that up here anyways. But thank you.

[firesanctuary.livejournal.com]

I heard you got lucky. Maybe wishing you luck was the right thing. ;)